Despicable
Does this thing again and again.! Oh my heart why are you like this, are you serious how many times I have to face this, blocked even choked, feeling being out of breath, loaded with anger, locked in a cage, wow all bad, wouldn't you be there to help, No ! Welcome to the jungle... Still waiting for your reply and yes it will come, someday maybe at least I think so. No wonder how I will checkmate life some day you will regret your decision to ditch me and lockup your brains for doing so. I'm mad scumbag...bad person and still wanna be something important to you. Just for you! Roughly, Sarcastically or whatever they say.... I miss you. From the bottom of my heart, I remember you all the time and yes I am not in a mood to succumb all this boldly. I feel too, you wouldn't show up to me. I feel bad at times when you ignore, when you go by me. Really bad feelings all is there. Sorry!