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Upsetting, annoying, overthinking, blah blah blah...

My gosh ... Betrayed hmmm..
Wanna walk off!! Hmmmm
Really suicidal thoughts... Am I really me..
Can't walk off my own thoughts...

Trusting someone is so tough.... Really...

Heart and mind are so contradictory at same moment of time... It's so frustrating..fuckin frustrating....

Heart says: believe...
Mind says: walk off u dumb...

Bold at the times wanna loose ma mind.. really I don't wanna care for any one, as I  say no one cares for me fuckin crazy I am man... Got this life...phuck

Everything I've loved had been scorched off my palm lines, everyone, and everything really, GOD is savage...

May be because of me only... I was the one who was not really worth it ... The destiny seems black... The past is black as well and the present... Ha ha ha

Goal is not clear, nevertheless,
I'm alive!!
You hear it , I'm alive.....
Unready , undetermined and most importantly unruly I'm alive...

I'll be alive, live ma life after all and be gone someday, don't know how people will find out what I thought or how I felt at the time I lived ..

Some people are very important to me.. I don't know whether I was able to make them understand my importance as well or not but one thing is for sure they are really important to me...

They better know this, don't actually wanna name them they will understand if they thought I was important in their lives.. as I think...

Liable of all the gloom that I've bought to myself, I would end this here...

Irrational personality induction over...
Good Night